navigations are above. :)

I can't tell it.. But what's love? There's many definations... First Defination, for the broken heart, Love is when someone breaks ur heart and the amazing thing is that you still love them with every broken pieces.... Next, for those who had never been attached, love is blind... Lastly, for those who's in love, love is like a fairytale where everything is so wonderful and the world feels like it is urs and ur partner's only... Right? Haiz... Back to the topic.. I had this feeling since sem 1, but ignored it cause she came back to my life again... N guess what?? I stupidly felt for it... Right now in sem 2, it seems like im getting very close to her, the girl i like in sem1... However, we had never talk to each other before.. Neither of us changed numbers... But we do have 3 things in common.. I guess? First, we are both islam... Secound, we are in the same course.... Lastly, we both are like loner in our own class.. Nyeahaha! Let me describe her to u guyz...

She's faired-skin... Wears scarf... Height around 155+... Never had a closer looks in the eyes... N i guez she takes bus 8 back to her home... Mcm detective pulak... Nyeahaha! Urm... Enuf clues... Don't bother asking for more... Even if u're my BFF or my wat soever... Haha....

I never dared to call this love.. Why? Most of u shud knw the reason... Yeah.. Haha! Sooo, am i going to go after her? Guess what? My answer is NO... I'll just act like normal... I'm not going to go after... Mayb after year3... Just maybe... Coz I don't think it's the right time for Love... Haha.... Looks like aries got this all over again.... Haha..*inside joke* Hmm... Bye... Din, this is the story.....

But firstly, I will like to say sorry to amira for copy and paste... N posting this 1yr old almost 2 post.... Hah.. 2ndly, NO offence... 3rdly, I'm strong... Read it now...

i hope we're still amirArdy.
but wad if its only amirArdy?
no! i hope its not gonna happen.
but, idk! im so confused.

he say; i hate tht i love you.
i say; i hate you, but i love you.

theres a diff. okayy?
okay, frankly speaking,
i miss th jokes.
i miss th voice of yours.
i miss th late night calls.
i miss th msg saying iloveyou.
i miss th stupid q. i use to ask.
i miss th laughs we use to have.
i miss th time, when we're in th canteen.
i miss th time, when i msg u during class.
i miss th time, when u ask me to wait on th phone.

plain thing is tht
I MISS YOU!

i think, 2007 was much better then 2008.
eventhough theres sadness.

2008 is like so fuckingly gonna be sucks.
because of me, ayeen syg's friendship
with ardy fade. because of my
friendly-ness, i fought with ardy. gosh!
wads next? this 22 days in skool is like
6 months in skool. its me who suffers!

on th phone with ayeen, nd we both cried
just now. she had th same feeling of wad
im feeling. nd i had th same feeling too.

attitude sangat ah tu ardy!
ur too much ah boy!

p.s; enough is enough! Now, I'm preparing for a good 100th post... While packing my bag, my phone suddenly playedto the song Hate That I Love You by Rihanna and Ne-yo... I don't know why(but actually I know) I almost allowed tears to roll down my cheeks... But before they could do that, I wipe it away... I'm not being somekind of emo~ here... But it reminds me of someone... Someone whom I really LOVE the most... I'm sorry if you don't like the post but it's a blog.. And it's meant for some to share thier feelings... Back to the Topic, the song Hate That I Love You... Can I ask a question?? Would you prefer your loved ones to say, "HATE THAT I LOVE YOU" or "I HATE YOU BUT I LOVE YOU"???? As for me, I prefer "HATE THAT I LOVE YOU".. Why? IF you look into the meaning.. really deep... REALLY REALLY deep, it means you really like the person... But the person had done something wrong... You want to give up on the person... BUT when you try, you can't... Coz the person really meant something SPECIAL to you... Thus, making you hate yourself that you love the person... Do you understand?? Do't worry in a matter of days, u will understand.... HOWEVER, the phrase, "I HATE YOU BUT I LOVE YOU", it totally mean a different thing... To be short and simple and also sweet, it simply means you re confused... YES, CONFUSED ABOUT THE WORD CALLED... LOVE.... How can u hate someone who u really love?? I hate You But I love you.. It's like contradicting.. Hmm.. So think about it.. And give ur response... Haha.. Signing off...

Labels: P.S. I still do...

THanx Ni...

It's just so cool... In Town.. Lyk.. *WoW*
Why do people don't have the sense of being grateful of wat they have.. Including me too... When we are given 7weeks of hols, we want schoo to start soon.. but when school starts, we want the holidaes to be longer...
hmm.. watever it is, first dae of school.. seems pretty good to me... TUTORIALS for the first week cancelled! NnnNNNNnnnn Wednesday I oni have one hour of school.. Eh.. No!!! another hour but it's lyk 6hours after the previous lesson.. Gosh! Back to the topic, first dae of school... Had a few lectures... But BORING.. Why?? NO NOTES! WHY? CLASS NVR BRING $$$.. Wake Up, Mates! It's the first day and you shud expect people to buy NOTES!!! Prepare at the minimum $20! Gosh! Nwae, timetable changed again! WTH?! I hate the new timetable! Why? AM tutorial is during friday prayers... Which means??? No! Not that i can't go friday prayers BUT i won't be joining having it with my class BUT with others! Why can't the AM tut change to WEDNESDAY! Grr... Haiz.... Nwae, got to planned the schdule with my mates on which class to join the AM tut.. Haiz! Sorry for not posting quite a long tym.. I no mood la! Haha! LoL! Got to pull up my socks already coz the MODULES DAMN DIFFICULT!! Haiz! LoL.. Ohya! I took JAPANESE as my CDS or mayb it's a must since I've taken the Languages under CERT. PROG.. Haha! That's ALL FOLKS! Bye2! Ok.. Yesterday went to Nabilah's House... A lot of fun larh... Haha... Seriously... Nwae, found and interesting thing... It concerns KKM.. Scroll down and look for the picture.. Haha... LoL.... Congrats Nat and aL.. U knw.. I knw... Okok... Haha.... I think that's it... Goodbye!!

Ahmad Ardy Tan is the special name..
Temasek Polytechnic is where I'm excel-ling..
Chemical Engineering is my Course
The Date where my brain grows bigger is April the 17th..
I <3 Taylor Swift,Honor Society,Beyonce and Rihanna!
I hate Kanye West and Lady Gaga
Email:- ahmad_abdul@hotmail.com

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